#frustrated

(yes i meant to put a hashtag there)So i was coming off a high last week because the scale showed that i lost between 2.5-4lbs. I was very proud of myself, I exercised (even though it wasn't much) & I ate as well as I could. (although I could've passed on that last slice of pizza)I digress.

Sunday was a mess. I woke up & decided that instead of eating lunch I was going to go ahead and make a small but filling breakfast. So I scrambled 2 eggs & had a bagel thin (4point breakfast!) & I was satisfied! I knew we were going to be out & about that day, so I ate an apple before I left the house so that I wouldn't be tempted to stop at a convienience(sp) store for chips. Plan worked. Well family decided we were going to a buffet for a birthday. Not just any buffet...CHINESE! I went (kicking & screaming) because I knew that it was going to blow all of my points for that DAY & possibly well into my weekly points. I did my best to calculate the points, but i'm sure I was grossly undercalculating. I went out that night in hopes of being able 2 sweat some of that off 2 get some activity points...FAIL!

Ok so whatever, it happens. Cool. Well yesterday I decided to have subway for lunch. sounds good right (esp since i don't eat condiments). Bought a footlong (w/plans of eating 1/2 for lunch & 1/2 for dinner). FAIL! I left my apple, water, & string cheese in my office & didn't feel like getting it. so i smashed that WHOLE sandwich! 15points!! WTF!

ok fine, that still left plenty of points for dinner. I went to the grocery store & damn near left in TEARS! It's already frustrating that I'm a picky eater (have this issue w/textures & smells). But to be a picky eater that's tryna be healthier..."all aboard to frustration city!" I walked around that store trying to find healthier alternatives to my favorite meals...expensive! (& i'm cheap...sometimes). so i spent $30 & didn't get anything but hamburger helper, pasta, fruit, wheat crackers, gum & WW Icecream & a diet coke!

so i made the HH last night, but I did it with turkey meat. (YAY ME!!)i could taste the difference from using ground meet but it was still pretty good, so i don't mind making the substitution...sometimes!

so today...Tuesday...the beginning of the week I need 2 get back on track to my road to 200! i had cereal & an apple for breakfast. Just had some pretzels for a snack & I'm prob gonna have a small lunch & dinner. This is my plan for the next few days. Walking also begins again (& I can't wait for my new shapely girl DVD to come in the mail!!!)

sooo yeah. back to it Monique....too early to get stuck in Frustration city!!

♥