...tho others will. tho others alrdy have. i'm sure ppl think i'm crazy for remembering. but i think i'm crazy if i try to forget. how do u forget an experience that helped to shape ur outlook on things. the raw pain & emotion isn't there anymore...so what harm is it in remembering? it's not hurting me bcuz i've moved on to a point of acceptance. peace. do i still get angry sometimes? yes. do i still wonder why. of course? do i dream of the what ifs? the shoulda's? the coulda's? the wouldas? naturally. i'm sure a day will come when i'll forget...not on purpose. but jst because life happens. but today isn't that day.
u were more than just an idea.
u were more than just an "inconvenience"
u were more than just an embryo.
u were mine.
u are my angel.
u helped me to mature.
u helped me to open my eyes to some things i was choosing to ignore.
u taught me things. things that i don't need to share w/the world bcuz God knows what I learned from this.
...and i never even knew you.
RIP Baby Evans♥
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