will it ever stop hurting?
will he ever love me the way he used to?
can i make him see that i AM the person he once loved?
can i make him see that nothing like this would ever happen again?
how can i show him how much he means to me?
not knowing where to go from here is driving me crazy slowly.
so many things i should've done.
so many things i shouldn't have done.
i sabotaged myself....like always.
when will i be happy again?