*untitled ramblings*

so this blog is probably gonna be a compilation(sp) of random thoughts:

FUNNY STORY
a few days ago (don't quite remember when) my "friend" picked me up from work. a)bcuz i didn't feel like catching the bus & b)i'm always looking for a reason to see him lol. so anyway, he picks me up & we're on the way home, but first we ride past the mcdonalds bcuz he's hungry. (i resisted temptation & didn't get anything tho *pats self on back*) so as we're riding back up the street towards my house, I see the bus that I was supposed 2 be on going home. and WHO did I see get off the bus? The last guy who tried to talk to me!!!(long story about why that was doomed from the beginning). But i wasn't sure if he saw me or not. omg awkward situation AVERTED!...or so I thought. a few days AFTER that, we were @ American Legion for my Uncle Barney's repast & I saw "the girl he was living with, but that was just a friend" (*cough* bullshit *cough*) was helping to serve food. and lo & behold who was sitting about 15feet next to her...HIS ASS!! omg sooo awkward bcuz he was def watching me the entire time. glad we didn't stay in there long! But yeah i thought i'd never have 2 see him again after we went our separate ways, & just my luck i'd run into him TWICE...in ONE week! lol

W.LOSS UPDATES
i think total i've lost 6lbs.(ish) i only say "ish" bcuz i h8 my scale. i think i'll start weighin in @ meetings soon. their scale is prob a lot more reliable than mine. ppl say that they can see changes in me but um i don't see anything. altho, this morning i was lookin @ myself in the mirror (naked)...something I NEVER DO! & i was looking @ my stomach & it's starting to look a lil wrinkly! (sounds gross, but it's starting to look a little like how my brother's did after he lost all of his weight). so progress? idk.

still struggling to get my workouts in, and i think it's bcuz i really have my heart set on Curves but know that i just can't afford it right now. but i gotta hang that up. so i'm really glad the weather is about to break bcuz then i can do my walks outside. like today, i'm not really in the mood 2 go str8 home. so i think i'll catch the bus to a store that's near my house & walk home (it's about a mile). i used 2 do it all the time, so i think i'mma start doin it again.

Extras

* went shoe shopping for my brother's wedding the other day. I can't believe it's almost HERE!!!!!! I'm excited. I love weddings!

* starting to get baby fever again. (I still have my moments)

* birthday is in exactly ONE WEEK!!!! But for some reason i'm not that excited. I mean, i'm blessed that i get to see another year but i think it's bcuz i don't really have any bday plans. Well other than Outback night with 3 of my favorite ladies♥ I really wanted to go away for the weekend, but I didn't plan accordingly, so now i think it's too late. oh well. But next year...i'm def celebrating ALL MONTH LONG! Gonna be the big 2-5!!! omg...25!!!!!!! *excuse me while i DIEEEEE lol*

ok so maybe i didn't have as many random thoughts as I initially thought I did. lol just bored at work....2hours...anddddd go!

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