april 6th...cuz i cant think of anotha title =/

ok so i guess i should take the time to update my blog since my honey says that i never do it anymore lol. hmm where to start...

LOVE
i'm in it. & loving EVERY minute of it. the good & the bad. i thank God daily that despite the rocky start that we had, we've been able to come so far. it's been pretty great. i'm grateful for wonderful friends who were able to talk me into not giving up so soon & for putting me in my place when I was doing entirely too much. lol. he's amazing. i'm not gonna boast about him...yet. but let's just say this queen has finally found her king♥

MY JOURNEY
i've decided to change my focus a little bit. i'm still doing WW. but i've become frustrated because i'm not seeing the results as quickly as i want. so it honestly makes me want to give up. so after conferring w/friends & the boo. i think i'll just change the way I look @ things. my goal should be to get healthy...and if i lose weight in the process then that'll just be the cherry on top of my sugar free cake lol. so i'm taking all the things i've learned in WW for the last 2 months & still applying them to my life (portion sizes, low calorie/low fat snacks, exercising)...but if i go over my points...so be it. life is too short to miss out on birthday gatherings & happy hours with friends just because i'm constantly counting pesky points in my head. i guess just when i go to these gatherings...i have to do things in moderation. space out my alcohol. get just an appetizer. or just an entree & not both. walking is also something that i enjoy, so i'll continue to do that, but if i don't walk for an hour 5days a week i won't look @ myself as a failure at life. i still want to try curves, but i just have to wait until i can financially do it. for now i think i'll invest in a wii though. i'm sure 30min of kickboxing or doing the wii fit will def burn as many (if not more) calories than walking alone.

so i won't get frustrated anymore. i'm still beautiful. i still have a man & family & friends who love me, no matter what size I am. it's a journey...not a rush.

other than that...nothing new to report. i'm still working & enjoying my job (mostly). Can't believe i've been here for almost 6months!!! But i do know that i need to go to grad school ASAP! I miss academia & i've been dragging my ass a little bit. but i'm 24 now...sooo it's time to get back to doing something productive. or else i'mma be 40 sittin in somebody's classroom.

can't wait for my brother's wedding next month!!! can't believe that after all these months it's finally getting here! weddings are so exciting!!!

ummm yeah, so this blog was prob a bit boring. but @ least when he asks me if i updated my blog i can say...why yes i did! lol.